omg..the atmosphere in school this afternoon was so scary..i really seriously cannot imagine myself going through the torture again next year after that 'traumatic' experience of collecting my Os results..i started crying even way before the results were released..the tears were really triggered by fear.pure cold fear. inevitably, expectations are there.

it's really frightening how stress and expectations have caused tragedies to unfold again and again..--> refer to NTU stabbing and suicide case. Ms WYS was reminding us about not giving ourselves unduly stress @.@

recently, nj has been organising all sorts of universities and scholarships talks which set me thinking about my career prospects and my future..i know what i am and want to do..but it's just HOW DO I GET IT? it's scary to think that the future is all in our hands...we can build it; we can destroy it.it's all in the workings of the mind and soul.

crescent band is said to be in a crisis.similar to that of the global financial crisis --> umemployment rate is rising..in other words, mrs chua is 'sacking' those who are not worth being a part of The Band (including the sec 4s)..much has changed ever since my batch stepped down..i really don't want cgssb spirit to die off..it's BAND that has given me much life and hope in secondary school life..gave me opportunities that i've never had..i hope Band will STAND UP AS ONE again and to present music that represents sister love and unity (: jiayou CGSSB! guess will be gg back to crescent quite soon..although i don't think we have the power to salvage the situation, it will help if we do section by section bahh (=

congrats to SHAWN!! you conquered it and came out as a victor!! OMG..i'm so happy for you!! (:
as quoted from shawn "Hardwork contributes to results but they don't equate."

will be going to Kluang, Malaysia tomorrow to attend my cousin's wedding!! im seeing MinXi again!! LOL.she's very cute!! hope that she still rmb me piggybacking her around and playing with her (:

off to finish my homework! tata! :D