i was flipping through the bio notes that i'd done last year in preparation for the O LEVELS..it's was nicely done up.. and the notes are all arranged properly to facilitate memorisation...and yet..that's all i get for my Os results..this applies to all my subjects as well..

it's still a big disappointment in my life..like all the effort, sweat, tears and 'blood' put into revising and memorising facts and figures, all you get is a grade which will condemn your future and always be judged by how much you get.

wad's the read purpose of having exams?? *wonders* see students start breaking down?? i'm quite positive that once the exams are over, nobody will remember wad they have studied until the next exam comes that is. this starts me thinking of whether my study methods are wrong or maybe i had worked HARD but not SMART.

ah..this must be one of my pre-common test moods!!

speaking of which, i shall have to declare that i'm quite half dead now..i've only touched 2 subjects and bio and econs are really the puke-blood interesting type of subjects. i can totally spent the whole day understanding one chapter of chemistry..i dunno if the whole topic is too too long or is my brain not absorbing= puking everything out and make me clean up the mess..i seriously wasn't procrastinating lah..sigh..

i miss band practices...i miss the slack days..i miss music..although SYMPHONY 92.4 has classical music but they are all strings music!! i want band music!!

recently, i have been sleeping as late as 3am..i know it's not good for me..but i can't help it..gotta TRY to finish wad was left undone..my eyebags are getting heavier..see how exams can DESTROY people??!!

2 weeks to study half a year's work is not enough lah!!

XINLIANG!! ENOUGH OF COMPLAINING!! IT'S ALWAYS NOT ENOUGH FOR EVERYBODY!! CONTINUE TO REVISE AND IT'LL SOON BE OVER!! WAKE UP AND START DOING SOMETHING!!!!!!! WORK SMART NOT WORK HARD!!!!!!!!!!! [im sorry but that's my way of waking myself up and not complain anymore =D]

grace: dun mug too hard or else i'll look like a mad scientist.LOL.

jiayou everybody!! WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!!

on a lighter note, i suddenly have this keziah fetish over bryan wong all over again!! >.<

love,

tired ahma @.@